The Glass is Half-full 20.04.18, By Kian / by Kian West

Being your best self. 

Newcastle running Hevents

What does that even mean? 
I've gotten into running this past year. As I get older I see more and more necessity into investing time into physical fitness just so I can keep up with everything that life throws at you. 
I'm not a natural runner. I feel like the top half of my body just isn't quite communicating properly to the bottom half of my body. But I get out there and try to make running a habit. 

I'm not quite so advanced when it comes to my mental fitness. I'm still learning to be an effective communicator in regards to this and I still struggle to acknowledge difficulties. 
I am also still trying to work out what I am good at and what I want to be good at. 
I've always been jealous of people that know what they want to do. 
I jump between jobs not really understanding what parts of them I enjoy or what I should double down on. What happens if you aren't very good at what you want to be? 
Still, I'm definitely lucky. Lucky that I've probably got more confidence than I should have (white male privilege?) regularly saying "yes" and then working out how to do it. 
All this thinking about where I am heading has me really thinking what my best life looks like. 
Happiness isn't a location, it is more of a journey. 
Maybe living my best life is just getting comfortable with the feeling of being uncomfortable.